self portrait august is all about enclosed spaces. I'm a tad claustrophobic but really, I have nothing against elevators.
high time for a meme and I took it upon myself to bite
this one from the lurvely
michelle (though
meridith,
cat and
madness have all had memes that were for the taking, memes that were of the utmost freshness). sharing random information like mild claustrophobia and indifference to elevators puts me in a fine mood for meme-doing:
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, find line 4. Write down what it says:
"during those months, while the city was gripped by an infernal heat wave, a serial killer later dubbed 'son of sam' stalked and killed young people". (from the 2000
lonely planet guide to new york city)
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can...what do you touch first?
an enormous pile of clean (but unfolded) laundry.
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
an episode of
the comeback which I TOTALLY love. why do they always cancel the good shows? why?
why?
4. WITHOUT LOOKING, what time is it?
7:18 p.m.
5. Now look at the clock, what is the actual time?
7:26pm
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
ezra's bubblegum voice and the faint rumbling of his quick little feet. also, the fan over the oven. I burned dinner.
7. When did you last step outside?
a couple of hours ago. it was pouring down rain and I ran outside to cover the sandbox while ezra watched in absolute awe from the window. mommy saved the day! what can I say? I'm living the dream, people.
8. What are you wearing?
an old black leotard and cut-off sweats.
9. When did you last laugh?
about an hour ago when I answered the phone. back story is: my cel phone is a piece of trash that emits mysterious static for no apparent reason. if I hold my index finger on the strange button on the back, the static disappears. for some reason, I refuse to buy a new one. so when my
brother called me, he asked: did I have a brushfire going over at my place, what's with the brushfire? he always asks me this because it sounds like I'm talking through the high-volume crackle of a serious brushfire. this always makes me laugh. something about the way my brother says things makes me laugh-- that deep kind of laugh, the real kind. I won't go into it now but something he once whispered to me in church made me laugh so hard that I began to snort uncontrollably. I was snorting because I was trying NOT to laugh thus the laughter came out of me sideways and with an unstoppable force of (most appropriately) biblical proportion. you know how it goes. I couldn't stop with all the snorting, I couldn't breathe and the harder I tried, the worse it became. I convulsed and snorted my way all through the prayer and the closing songs and am quite sure all two hundred and some people heard my rapid-fire snorting.
10. Seen anything weird lately?
last week while I was driving downtown atlanta, I saw a chicken wandering alongside ponce de leon avenue. two minutes later and about a half mile down the street, I saw a woman shooting up.
11. What did you dream last night?
I dreamt that I was wearing a chartreuse polyester wedding gown with a princess neckline and tangerine-colored feathers attached to the hem. there were plastic socks on my hands. I was at the piggly-wiggly grocery store, buying box after box of fruity pebbles cereal, jugs of clorox bleach and big mama pantyhose. everyone sang to me as I walked down the aisles, everyone. I had the feeling that they all loved me, that they had come to the piggly-wiggly to see me and only me.
oh, not really. I'm just free-styling. sadly, I can't remember last night's dreams.
12. What's on the walls of the room you're in?
school maps, framed photos of the kidlets, of me and ward, of places we've been, places we want to go. and a (harmless) bug.
14. What do you think of this survey?
me likies.
15. What's the last film you saw?
little miss sunshine, which I really really REALLY loved. I have been waiting for this film all summer long and when it finally came to town, I was there with bells on, bells all over the place, bells for days. let me tell you-- the theatre was crowded saturday night. you know why? because there has been nothing but crap crap crap all summer long, hollywood crap pummeling us from all directions. there's no escaping the cinematic crap that continues to infect us, one by one until we are all starving for a microscopic nugget of something good. the people came out because the people wanted to see something different, something good. the people, they know what they need. and the film, it was what they needed. it was good-- great, in fact. fantastic, even. sure, it had some flaws but I'm not about to complain-- that's the most I've laughed in a movie theatre in a looooooooooooooooooooong time. (watch the trailer
here, if you so desire)
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?
a completely restored (but carefully preserved) authentic villa in the tuscan region of italy (fully staffed, of course) whereupon I would spend as much time as reality would allow. I would invite all my friends and family to visit and eventually retire there. retirement includes (but is not limited to) me wearing the finest silk muumuu money can buy, me riding a rickety old pink bicycle with a rattan basket to the nearest outdoor market to buy my produce, me making crusty collage after collage outside in the sun, me dancing randomly and freely, me and ward together-- grouchy and tender. and grandchildren that come to stay with us every summer for two weeks and a grown-up ava and ezra begging me not to wear the silk muumuu.
an extremely close second: old school B&W photobooth. and then I would have a big party so that everyone could come over to get in the booth and take as many strips as they wanted. there would be a most magnificent band (I'm thinking along the lines of
the roots because I do so adore
questlove) and a thousand glowing paper lanterns hanging overhead and red velvet cake for everyone.
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know.
I have strong pessimistic tendencies. also, I think I prefer to wash my hair in the kitchen sink. it's just too much to do it all in the shower. I want to get in there and rinse the grit off and (maybe) shave my legs and get out. in the sink, my hair gets all the loving attention.
18. If you could change one thing about the world, what would you change?
honestly? well. I kind of really pretty much sort of don't like white people. I am white people, I know that-- so many of the people I love are white. I guess I'm talking more about whitey, so let me rephrase it-- there are a lot of white people that I find
hard to love. maybe because I'm white and I see what they do, I see how they act, I know what they think. more accurately, I'm strongly opposed to hatred based on race and I realize this goes in all directions, all ways, upside down, inside out and across the board, I do. so if I have to choose one thing to change: I'd eradicate racism. a little pollyanna, yes, but it must be said: the world would be a better place. pollyanna or not.
19. Do you like to dance?
I'm going to have to say yes. yes, I like to dance.
20. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
if there's another: vivi or ruby.
21. Boy?
if there's another: choochi rodriguez.
22. Would you ever consider living abroad?
absolutely. ABSOLUTELY.
more self portraits are
here and
here. thanks for indulging me, y'all.
