wallowing in the aftermath
contemplating red, aqua, pink
eating
lemon curd straight out of the jar with a tiny baby spoon
learning about legos
struggling to keep up
loving daffodils in vases
spotting birdie nests with ezra
scrambling to meet deadlines
singing out loud
turning the house upside down
organizing art supplies
reading and
watching
painting walls white
hand-mending an old quilt top with an unimaginable number of holes
wishing for
magic dresses
dreaming of balconies and fire escapes
making paper collages with ava
photographing
strangers again
anticipating pink heady blooms
developing roll after roll of film
feeling horribly inadequate
waiting for
something good
swiping orange jelly beans from easter baskets that are not mine
crushing flower petal confetti underfoot
drowning in laundry
praying for sun