30 March 2005
and so here I am. I miss writing, I miss this voice and so I find myself here. truth be told, I prefer the satisfaction that comes from physically putting pen to paper (black pilot pens on clean white paper? nothing like it in the whole world) but I'm spilling out all over the place these days. why not spill a little here? my life is messy and you know what? I'm tired of trying to keep it neat and clean and tidy. not sure I want the whole bloggity-blogging world of bloggers to read and comment on the messiness but here I am, all the same. does anyone out there really care? do I really care if anyone cares? I can honestly say that I don't. what interests me most is having a space of my own to throw words and ideas around.